I’m close to changing this blog to a weekly. I just can’t seem to get going on anything. I have to force myself out of bed each morning–to take my morning drugs–and get ready for tennis three or four mornings a week. I constqantly feel all I need is 48 to 72 hours of unbroken sleep. But naps are difficult for me, and even when I do doze off, it’s rarely for more than twenty minutes or so, and rarely seems to help. The pain-pill-dose does help, but not enough, and I don’t like adding to the amount of unnatural substances in me.
I did think of a subject to discuss, and think I may be able to. I still feel tired, but once I get started typing, I can usually keep going for a little while. What I thought I’d like to discuss was whether or not I’m talented as a composer of non-representational visimages (visual artworks) like the one I posted yesterday. I now think I may be because:
(1) I very probably have a very good and broad memory for visimagery which allows me to base my work on superior preceding work.
Background: a good portion of the aesthetic value of a non-representational visimage depends, I believe, in what it does with what has preceded it. That’s because I consider a nonRep (let me call it, at least for now) to be a variation on one or more of all the visimages preceding it. Every artwork causes its engagent to remember some other artwork, or group of artworks–almost always without “knowing” it (by which I mean that his analytical brain doesn’t break in and tell him what’s going on); the new work is compared to the remembered work or works. If the new and old coincide too completely, the engagent will be bored; if they coincide too little, the result will be painful confusion. The idea is for it to be just enough unfamiliar. That I’ve held for 45 years is the entire basis of aesthetic pleasure. I’ve seen nothing to contradict my belief, although no one yet has agreed with me about it. Mostly, I think, for fear of recognizing oneself as a machine.
(2) I’m sure I’m more sensitive to the boringly familiar than most people, too. In any case, I usually make a fair number of changes in the visimages I make, constantly recognizing the too-familiar.
(3) Similarly, I seem also to be innately quicker to perceive the absence of unifying principles than others, and a unifying principle, more than anything else, prevents a work from becoming excessively unfamiliar. Hence, in nonReps, I automatically repeat shapes and colors all over the place, as well as try to find and sustain some suggestion of an over-riding image–like a landscape with a moon in it.
(4) Keeping the images’ elements in some kind of balance–putting a splash of red to the left if there’s one to the right, for instance–is another thing I do automatically.
(5) Trying for interesting contrasts, is important to me, too–jagged lines versus smooth lines, for instance.
(6) Often but not always I try for as many different kinds of shapes and colors as I can handle.
(7) I don’t think I have a better-than-average sense of color, but I do have some notion as to what colors go well with others.
I don’t think about all this much when at work–they’ve become second nature; but after leaving a piece and coming back to it, I often do.
Okay, call these “Rough Notes of My Practice as a Visimagist.” And let me go back to bed.
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